gay

i stayed up so late doing the science fair.
omg
im exhasted
im tired
i have chafing
im sick
and im sore



im not having a good day

MOOD: bored tired sore
CLOTHING: sports bra pink over shirt pants and snow boats.
Hair:down curly


I'm tired and sore i need help with math and biology...

i have a test for bio Thursday=[[[


i need to lose weight
i want to be a plus size model
i want my first kid to be a girl
i need braces
and i NEED a bra that fits=P

thanksgiving was fun...i mean we didnt really do anything that great cuz like my parent weren't home.
i didnt get one hour of sleep last night.
like my parents have been gone for 2 weeks and the house was getting worse and worse and worse...i swear youy couldnt see the ground

Me and my sister woke up at 7 and stared cleaning.....we cleaned till 8 and went to sna antionio to get my sister college stuff....she had a 10 page paper to write...great...

went went to the trinty library checked out 8 "scholary sources" and plays...she also had to get a monologue...

we worked on her paper then got a call from parents saying the flight was delayed 30 minutes which ended up to be an hour.... since san antionio is an hour drive we got home at 2 in thne morning...

my sister wouldnt let me sleep when we got home i had to help her find a monologue and do her paper and as the hours passed... little to my knowlegde by the time i couled go to sleep the bus was coming in 20 minutes...i had to get ready

im tired and i cant do the sceice fair thing because i cant find laurens data.


omg


i made a 60 im failing.

guys i really miss my parents.

i went shopping over the weekend=]]]


i miss mary ihave a softball game today but i have to get through athletics first though.....


my finger hurts

Finish

I just finished two tests thank God=]]]

its friday
praise the Lord

i really miss my mom and dad they have been in spain and portugeal on a cruise for the last week and a half and they'll be gone another week.
and i am home sick



no thanksgiving with the family=[


im scared
for ya.

athletics

i have to do it and fast.



=[[[[



i lost my planner



i just got told id be murdered in my sleep

omg

CLOTHES: cute apple low cut shirt and see-through white shortswith bright red undies
HAIR: down with ribbon
MOOD:uneasy



i have so many tests tomorrow=[[

i need to write a monologue fillout a math review fill out a bio review and study for hours read firest 11 chapters in to kill a mockingbird....and i have math homework



oh my gee



i dont want to go to athletics

I missed Marys bus

and we walked home...all the way home.
through all the hocks and random stops
we made it.

in the middle of the corn field i found a bible book though
i was excited

it was a gift from GOD
=]]]]]


anyways im staying the night with Mary

so bye=]]]]]]

I HATE THIS

IN 4TH PERIOD I WAS CARRYING THE TRASH AND THERE WAS A HOLE IN THE BAG THAT LET OUT A STREAM OF DR PEPPER....

ALLISON WAS TOLD TO CLEAN IT SO SHE GRABBED A PAPER TOWEL AND WIPED IT OFF THE DISCUSSING STAGE FLOOR

THEN SHE STUFFED THE PAPER TOWELS DOWN MY SHIRT....LITERALLY IN MY BOOBS

I GOT LEAKED TRASH IN MY CLEAVAGE.

I WAS ABOUT TO PUNCH HER ACROSS THE FACE.

life

=[[[[[

SERIOUSLY

Lauren needs to get over Seth..... like really every blog is about him...
except 1
And i mean come one "oh i cant wait for the 50 yard line."

wtf

(((lol Lauren i kid)))
Mary is fed up with her boy.
how is the question?
but i mean he did yell at her.
ugh.
back to my life i have so much Biology homework its crazy.
im going to go now.
BUH BYE

afternoon

CLOTHES:NAVARRO T-shirt and gray soffes.

HAIR: braids ...messsssey

MOOD: tired

well in athletics we had 3 stations

• a running station


• a running station


• and a running station

i guess im not going to play practice.

i thought it was after school but NOOOO its at 6. But my sisters play is tonight "guys and dolls" cant miss that. thinking.... what to tell Ms. Haygood.

my mother cant get me for another hour. DRAT.

lol drat whata word.

Clothes: skinny girl shirt that goes over boobs=[[[[

Hair: pigtail braids with cute puff

Mood: Vindictive

okay first period me and Raena wrote notes about the 2 boys in her life.

second period we cooked Alfredo and i got none=[. third period i did my work. fourth period Cassandra GAVE me her Alfredo keyword being GAVE.. and Allison went off like dont take other food that's really rude and all this crap.... i was gonna tell her off but i held it all in,5Th period Bio i didn't understand what i was supposed to do so i asked Allison and she went off...."DO YOU EVEN LISTEN TO THE TEACHER, LIKE OMG I LISTEN FOR MYSELF NOT YOU..." and on and on and on.... 6Th period i told chelsey about her ....chesley agreed that she was mean......

7Th is this Period I'm writing in a marketing worksheet. 8Th athletics I'm scared.

I REALLY HAVE TO PEE.

Lauren left me with her in Bio.

omg we have so much crap due for science fair...

Clothing:low cut shirt...sports bra "under shirt"cute shorts.
Hair:curly bun with ringlets falling out.
Mood:arrogant





okay my legs are soo cramped.
I THINK IT MAY BE EFFECTED BY THE AMOUNT OF RUNNING IN ATHLETICS YESTERDAY...its just a thought..

i have had a hard time going up the stairs and even sitting down on the toilet=P

Raena is now going out with to boys

7Th grade and 11Th what a range.
lol
JAY JONES
AND
JOSH DOMER

lol what a 2 timer teehee


i need to start my period soon
i am in a baddd moooodd=[[[



I'm desperate and tired.

writing stuff for a project.



so many people love me in 6Th period history...


i have no clothes for athletics.

I'm super sore.

monday november 5,2007

damn i got a 67 on biology test


Hannah AK
Mary DONNAVAN
Trey AMANDA
Raena JOSH
Lauren SETH



damn i really need a boyfriend!!!!

FRIDAY

i was home sick

thursday,november 1

Ive done nothing but have my stomach in knots.




i scared for athletics


i need to see what i made on my Biology test.

wednesday, october 31

i looked so cute on Halloween

Brandon Berger came over=]]]]

i was Goldilocks.=]]]]

i was adorable

i went with trey Hilary and Brandon



then somehow i ended up going home with KADE

(FAT)











it was soo soo sooo fun

and i got a 97 on a math test

tuesday, october 30

mmmk well i get to Intro to bus and the key board next to me says fuck.

like people moved the keys around to F-U-C-K

craazzzyyyy

i lost my voice because of strap throat sat. sun. and Mon.

=[[[[[[

I'm getting a digital cam for Christmas

monday,october 29,2007

SICK

friday, october 25

im still without a script.
matt turned it into dani instead of miss haygood.
and i keep passing by her in the hall and she gives me this smart remark face and i pass no saying anything.


i am scared

and Jessica my double isnt hear and she was supposed to do cogsworth today...but oviously shes sick so i have to do it today....

but i have no script so i have no way to practice.

RAENA RAENA RAENA

MATT PAPE HAS MY SCRIPT

Whats his problem???

he just insists on getting me into trouble.

Danie is just going to make me run.
omg

wednesday, october 24

I LOST MY SCRIPT



CRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP


ms haygood will take me outta the show.

i know it

crap.



omg i look bad in my school picture.

tuesday, october 23

YESTERDAY

haygood like cussed me out and threatened tyo take me outta the play.
i was bawling

we won our softball game 8 to 0

today i was so scared to confront Ms. haygood in 4th period.

im bored.

i spilt kechup all over myself.

monday,october 22,2007

gay.

i got called to the office4 for skipping i didn't even SKIP=[[[[[

wtf

atheltics next crap.

i want out

im so outta shape

and everyone thinks im a petodfile

Raena is bad. all im saying.

i sat at there table all randomly with my big tits.

CHIP HATES MEE=[

i ready for a boyfriend..

who to pick????

im seriously thinking of being BELEMIC

omg

Friday October 19, 2007

Giovanni broke my finger

The dance was homosexual because Alan was being a jerk and i was not ready to wake up this morning


Raena invited a guy to go to the dance with me that's in 7Th grade and now everyone thinks I'm a freakin pedophile

thursday, october18

mg sorry for not posting i was sick.

line after line...

((D-hall))

hour of writing lines.
blah

i missed play practice because of my throat and didn't call...


MS Haygood prollly hates me.


my sister woke me up at 3 in the Mornin
her and her boyfriend broke up

and they were going out for a year and a few months.=[[[[


ill write Fridays in 7Th period

wednesday,october 17

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT

Kadie Durham invited me to stay the night and then wed go to fright fest at fiesta Texas and next she would the nigh at my house....

ONLY I FORGOT MARY'S BIRTHDAY WAS THIS WEEKEND=[[[

SHIT

what do i do???

i want to do both

any who

MATT HELD MY HAND

ugh.

weird

and SETH LIKES ME ACCORDING TO DEVIN TO LAUREN

wtf

omg omg omg

today in athletics we had to run 5 laps with bleachers and agility.

i almost died

blah

confused

wednesday, october 17

MY MOMMA GOT MY PHONE BACK FROM BUFFALO WINGS.

YAY.

I talked to Jon (hes in love with me) till like 1 in the morning

he was saying how much he liked me and how he wants to spend the rest of his life with me.,...too bade he moved to midland.

=[

I'm

in Ms. Hills computer class

sophomores are taking a pre SAT test...

I'm sitting next to Alan(I LOVE HIS GUTS)

hes being so random=]

Alan is freaking cute he keeps doing elbow pinches and weird facial expressions

I'm freaking craving Starbucks.

we are doing ""career cruising""

lame

i took the mach career test and I'm going to be a chef=/

ill finish this blog later today.;0

tuesday, october 16

7th period again.

thank God this site's not blocked...

i had a TEST in geometry, i got sooo scared but i kinda think i did good.


In trouble again for boobs...

the second time this year.
i cant help it that they're huge and the office knows that I'm gonna flaut 'em no matter how many times they snap at me 4 for dress code.=p

theres nothing to talk about Google image search is blocked so i cant look up three legged African American midgets...



i have a volleyball game today

exciting.

RAENA is debating on whether she should like Brian Moore or not... because he really wants to bang her.!.!.

Damn i feel so boring

HOME:

we won our volleyball game.

i rocked

i think !!!KADIE DURHAM!!!(popular) wants to be my friend

we r going to fright fest at six flags together.....

i hope this works out....

monday, october 15

I stayed the night at my sisters dorm last night in San Antonio...and sorta stayed up till 1:30 playing ass crack ping pong.

My sister Sylver boyfriend Korbin and i woke up at 4:30, walked a mile to his car ((since he isn't a student he has to park off campus)))...ugh.

He drove us to seguin (1hr. drive)


when i got home there was my mother in the door way
"Are you just now getting home???"


"yes"


i go to my room brush my teeth, throw on some clothes, and drink some over cooked tea.

....wait for the bus.....


i sleep the whole 30 minute bus drive to school.


I'M NOW IN 7TH PERIOD

athletics next=[
i wonder.....

friday, october 12

alright well today was only a half day of school...early release for the fair or something.


1st period((English)): all we did was watch almost to the end of a movie called "the rear window" or maybe it was "the rear view window"... YA


2Nd period((intro to cull. arts)): the freshman class got called out to the buses and we had to practice leaving the bus if it was on fire.... ya...


3rd period((world geography)): TEST!!! no need to say anything else.


4th period((theatre=])): i helped with costume designing...and talked to lauren with her every conversation is about Seth Dirst

6Th period((geometry)): yes we skipped 5Th period and did nothing exciting, huh?


5Th period(P-AP Biology): ((i was pretty much starving=X and P-AP did nothing so me, Lauren, and Matt just talked about his truck ...i was bored to death

LUNCH:I ATE WITH LAUREN AND RAY BECAUSE MY TABLE WAS ALL ON A BAND FIELD TRIP BLAH the whole time Jared(((this guy i like... but i don't know about whether i like him now))) gave me the eye several times=]]]


7Th period(intro to bus): i searched INBRED PEOPLE on Google image search...tsk tsk.


8th period((athletics)): Walk track=]]]]]




BELL RINGS WOOT WOOT



then Diddle(this chick on my softball team) comes over to stay the night=(((((((

thursday, october 10

WOW


You wont imagine how much I've cried today.


Before school i go to the conceslers office about quitting athletics and SOMEHOW she guilt trips me into staying....don't ask.


So I'm just like okay at least my mom will be happy=S


Then I'm walking to third period and Coach Baker (the athletics/volleyball coach...i would say really means things about her but if somehow she read this id be screwed) stops me.... and shes like "WHY'D YOU SKIP ATHLETICS???,,,,WELL NOW YOUR GONNA MAKE UP THAT TIMED MILE AND THE VOLLEYBALL PRACTICE FROM YESTERDAY AND BTW YOU REALLY LET DOWN YOUR TEAM."


Now I'm like bawling....


I think that's the worst it can get but NO I'm wrong.



It's 6Th period and i get called to the office....MR HAASS WANTS TO HAVE A WORD WITH ME...ugh...the word ends up being a D-hall (((i tell him my whole story i cry (((which usually works))) and i still get the D-hall))))


I thought my life couldn't get any worse


UNTIL ATHLETICS

wednesday, october 10

well im begging and pleading all last night for my mom to get me out of athletics....
me being a slightly overweight teen find running a mile every day difficult.=/

Anyways my mom is saying the same stuff like "oh you'll thank me in the end and i want to watch you play volleyball and softball"
and I'm thinking the whole time wow i hate this self-centered bitch.

((by they way sorry for the cussing, i just thought it was the right time to have a sailors mouth:P))



Back to today I'm sitting it 7Th period, dreading 8Th period athletics which for todays assignment a timed mile:o OMGoodness.


I start drowning Raena(one of my friends in Intro to bus) with all my thoughts and feeling about the mile, as she sympathetically pretends to listen she starts saying "Just quit!" then i think well I know my mom really wants me to do this but I can make her disappointed once, cant I?
I mean I don't do drugs I don't drink or have sex is quitting a class really that bad?
The bell rings and i make my way to the counselors office to get a schedule change.

I get there and shes busy "GREAT"

So i decide to wait in the library until she was ready for me.
The next thing I know the bell rings, school is over.

I get scared and i settle on not going to volleyball either... I wasn't about to hear the coaches wraith for me skipping athletics...so i just go to play practice.

Wednesday, October 10

I beg and plead all last night to get me out of athletics....me being a overweight teen makes running a mile every day pretty difficult.=/

But my mom being the bitch she always is wants me to play volleyball and softball because her self-centered self insists on watching me.=X

So anyways back to today....



I'm in 7Th period and all i can think about is athletics next period and for the next assignment being a timed mile:O.

So i start drowning Raena (my friend who sits next to me in Intro to bus) with all my feeling... and she pretends to be sympathetic